At the moment I am going through a transition. I am at a crossroads where I have to realise that some things have come to an end, but I am beginning to feel inspired again. My soul is awake and that gives me energy. A sense of creativity is coming to the fore. I am hoping to start writing soon. I know what my book will be about, but at the same time, this pioneering instinct within me is awakening. It needs new challenges and to learn new things.

I guess this is something that happens to us as we reach different phases in life. What do I leave behind and what do I continue with? It is a wonderful experience to allow this confusion. I need to revise my old inner structure, how I view that inner world. It is a bit unsettling, but change is a process. All things come to an end.

I have had some amazing experiences as a person and a medium, but now I want to go deeper. When I put a structure to my feelings and thoughts it will give me a map that I can follow. It is a very important part of change.

One mistake I must not make is to try to make things go quickly. It is important that I let time create a structure and the pathway that I need to follow to go to the next phase of my life. Like many of you I can have a realisation one day and the next I have to tell myself to slow down and let everything fall into place. To approach something new, you must not do it in a haste. It will only let you down. As I always say to my students: The quickest way is the slowest way. This can give you much more experience.

Ascala walks with me and I cannot hide anything from him. What would my life be without him? I have been able to accept many challenges on behalf of spirit and as I write those words, I can see him smiling again. What I realise again and again is that this entity that follows me gives me great insight into my own ego. I have to listen to it, but sometimes it is hard for me to listen. When I decided to sell the school and to downsize it was not easy, but it was time to enter another phase in my life.

I have chosen to walk a pathway where there has been criticism and condemnation, but all the criticism I have received, both positive and negative has made me realise who I am and along the way it has given me balance in my life. When someone tells me that what I do is wrong, that it is negative, it is their right, but one thing I do know, the Ascala intelligence that walks with me will always help me – as long as I listen to my feelings and my thoughts.

I cannot betray that intelligence that has transformed my life. It has saved my life on a few occasions, because I listened. This amazing intelligence gives me hope. It has taught me is that if someone confronts you, criticise what you do. That is a test too. It can be extremely useful, because when I am challenged like that, I have to look at myself and check to see that the other person is not right: Have I lost my way?

This offers me enlightenment in life. The Ascala intelligence hopefully keeps me on the straight and narrow, so to speak. The challenges are the test. I cannot let the fear take over. I cannot be a dancing bear for anybody and dance to their tune, just because we have different beliefs.

Where I am now in life, I am hopeful. My energy and enthusiasm are returning and I feel good.

How are you feeling? Where are you in your life?

/Terry Evans

 

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Terry Evans interest in parapsychology and mediumship began at an early age. His first encounter with an actual spiritualist medium came at the age of 22, when he was given his first private consultation by a medium. The effects of that experience were to prove to be a turning point in his life, offering new realisations. These realisations motivated Terry to develop his own inner potential of mediumship and intuition.

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