Some years ago, Ascala came to me. It was a time in my life when I was very busy with my work; running the school etcetera. My work demanded my attention 24-7, but all my life I have basically been working. It was instilled within me as I grew up, so I did not give it much thought. Every day was a new adventure! I loved it. Then suddenly Ascala came and said: “We are going to lift the burden from your shoulders, the burden of responsibility.”
In the last two years things have just started to change. Initially I never thought I would sell the school and move from Fanthyttan, but what I said to myself was: If that were ever to happen it would have to be for a very important reason. The sad thing was, to a degree I had forgotten my own personal needs, I was working so much. Then there was a series of events and on top of that came Covid-19. I had to take a step back. I needed to rest and have part of my life to myself. Ascala said: “Do you not realise? You have given too much of yourself. It is time for you to move on. Your life and your development are not finished, you have other tasks to do.”
Because of a series of events I was able to meet people that could help me move on. It is also now very important for me to have time for me and my wife. The interesting thing is, now that I no longer have the school and just a few courses left to finish off I have more time on my hands. I have a feeling of anticipation. I appreciate that I am finding space in my life and that is what Ascala and spirit wanted me to have: Balance.
I am beginning to enjoy this feeling of freedom. It is almost as if I have come back to myself again. Whatever the future will bring, I am full of enthusiasm and I am very optimistic. Now I can understand why Ascala talked about lifting the burden off my shoulders. I thought I understood, but clearly, I did not.
I am at the beginning of my next phase and where that will take me, I do not know. Yes, I would like to write another book and I am also ready for other creative challenges. My mind is opening and spirit is coming even closer to me. They have not abandoned me. I feel their presence and how they are opening my mind. This is a time of immense realisation for me, that is what I feel. At the same time, I cannot fly away, I have to have my feet on the ground and wait for the opportunities without my ego taking over, wanting to decide.
The more I have developed over the years I realise that the spirit intelligence, more and more, is becoming a bigger part of my being, my thinking. Of course, they do not solve everything for me. I have to use my brain to solve things. It is part of my development and what makes my life an amazing adventure.
My spirit guide and I work together. It is so comforting to feel that presence around. The amazing thing is, when I ask for help, they come in the form of my mother, father, grandmother and gives me glimpses of the future. I do not have to work it all out, just keep an open mind and think: We shall see. Everything they have predicted have come to pass, but it has come to pass through outside events out of my control.
I want to share this with you, perhaps it will create a mirror for you and help you connect with a part of you. It is time to move on. Covid-19 will change our society, we will have new values, but it will not happen overnight. We will have to be patient.