Recently I have found myself kind of drifting through this no-man’s-land, but it is not in any way unpleasant. As I am just drifting, I do not seek for answers, to reach a conclusion is not the most important thing. I am just experiencing, as opposed to seeking answers and confirmation, and I understand this is how I am meant to be at this moment in time. This process is quite amazing, parts of me are just opening up, doors within my consciousness that used to be closed.
Within me there is a whole new network being created. What do I mean by that? Different levels within my consciousness are now beginning to work simultaneously. This is an interesting experience, to just sit back and observe what is happening to me. I have had some amazing experiences in my life, but what is happening within me now is something that I have not quite experienced before.
“It is impossible to cling on to old systems or ways of working
that no longer serve us or the world we live in.
It is like the mind is opening, for me this means another inner structure is being developed, and I believe a lot of people are feeling exactly the same way. When I experience these episodes, unconsciously a new inner network is being developed within me to meet the challenges of the necessary changes that I awaits me. Yes, we are all going to have to make changes in the near future, globally and individually. It is impossible to cling on to old systems or ways of working that no longer serve us or the world we live in.
Where will this take me? Whatever my future is I feel certain that what is happening right now is going to change my level of awareness. What I am experiencing is part of the waiting process and a preparation for the next step in my life. It can make one feel vulnerable, but at the same time it is exhilarating and interesting.
So, how do I now when I have reached “the next step”? When a new opportunity comes and takes me to a new beginning.