As you know the school and my home is up for sale and I we are now searching for a new home in Vänersborg. I call it the waiting game: What will the outcome be? What will sell first and what we will buy?
I have to laugh at myself, because of course one part of me wants to know when it will happen and how. So, when I realise that I am become impatient or to eager I go back into what I call my spiritual mode and I say to myself: If anything is to happen there is always the time and the place. What will be will be.
I am okay with that for two or three days, but then my impatience comes to the fore again. I try to remind myself of going back into my philosophical mode and leaving everything to synchronicity, but my curiosity almost demands to take over. As it gets stronger and stronger, I say to myself: I will ask Ascala, he might want to tell me something. Here my self-discipline is being really challenged. I try to take control of it and go back into my philosophical mode, but sometimes I go into my sneaky mode. I say to Ascala: ”I am here, I am close to you, I am not going to ask any questions at all” But the underlying factor is I am trying to be smarter and to manipulate Ascala, even though I know will never work. He is far more advanced than I am, he knows all my tricks.
“Everything we wish for, there has to be the right time for us to realise it.
Then I kind of become nonchalant, I say: If you do not have any information to give that is okay. The interesting thing here is, my mother started coming through talking about this move, she showed me a bunch of keys and kind of waved them in front of my face. I tried to analyse what she meant. A couple of days passed and then she came and showed me a second set of keys. After a few days I went back into my nonchalant mode, then my mother came a third time and showed me a third set of keys. Suddenly she placed each set of keys into separate triangles. Then she put them together forming another triangle. When I looked at it, I thought: That is a tetrahedron, exactly like the one that has appeared in the research.
A friend of mine who is a much better mathematician than I am said: “That symbol indicates that you are getting help from the universe. It symbolises help and support. That you are not alone, Terry.” It was quite pleasant to receive that information from my mother and my friend. Then I was calm for two or three days, but would you believe, the curiosity came back again!
Everything we wish for, there has to be the right time for us to realise it. For something to synchronise within the universal intelligence there is a mathematical equation, it is the maths that creates the synchronicity, certain aspects have to come together. But when we are impatient and want answers and solutions, our impatience and need to know now can affect the synchronicity and the mathematics.
However, when the time is right the opportunity will come and there is no need to worry or concern myself too much. I just thought it would be interesting to share with you. In spite of all my experience, even I can have great difficulties because of my lack of patience in playing the waiting game. One thing I do realise is, when something is right it will synchronise and when the time is right it will come together. The solution or opportunity will seemingly come from out of the blue. I can hear Ascala laughing, as he comes, he does not tell me how things are going to happen, he just makes me calm.
Does this remind you of yourself?