There is a part of me that has always been a pioneer, and the reason I will use the word pioneer, even as a child I was very curious. I wanted to learn new things and experience new things. When I was fifteen I had no clue what direction my life would take. That is why I after my first meeting with a medium at the age of 22, I recognised a part of me that had never been developed or given room in my life.
Shortly after the meeting with the medium, Ascala appeared in front of me and started to communicate. I was mesmerised, transfixed, he completely had my attention. From that meeting Ascala has helped me pioneer my inner world. He has helped me realise potential that I never dreamed was possible. He is my friend; he is a living part of everything I am. For me Ascala is a spiritual intelligence.
He brought me in touch with my creativity. He gave me the courage to take intelligent risks, and he was very skilful of making predictions of the future, what I would become. I never had to force anything to happen, the opportunity just came in my everyday life, in a very subtle way, and it was always unexpected. That pioneering journey towards what I am, and am meant to be, continues today still.
Ascala has taught me his way of describing what spirituality is. With each step we have taken together he has helped me face those parts of me that need to be recognised, confronted and dealt with. As he taught me to face my darkness he built a bridge so that we could bring these things into the light of my consciousness. He did it with a gentle guiding hand. Each time he took these things from the darkness and crossed that bridge, it helped me realise other aspects of my personality. Eventually they became tools that I could use to help others and myself in my everyday life.
I believe he has helped me to fulfil my mission, my karma, what I promised to do when I returned to this world. I now realise too that he has been with me from the first moment my soul was touched by the light, the very beginning of my soul. And I have no idea how many lifetimes that spans.
Many years ago he made a request, he said: ”Terry, I want you to start a magazine”. My first reaction was: “This time he does not know what he is talking about, I am no journalist and I have no knowledge of starting a magazine.” He told me, Ascala is about humanity, a combination of the different cultures. And he said everybody within has a story to tell, no matter how great or small. He wants Ascala News to reach out to many people, to inspire some kind of awakening within them.
As I write this I feel him close, he comes in and starts talking about the evolution of the soul. How important it is, so that we can evolve and share and one day learn to work together, irrespective of colour, class or creed. Then he laughs: Yes, Terry, I have been part of you since your soul within was activated. Of course those reading this will now think the same as you: “For how many lifetimes has this been going on?” I have been with you from the time that the light awakened your soul, both of us had to grow and develop together, it is an ongoing relationship. The most important thing is the here and now, what we have done in this lifetime; to ensure that we fulfil the mission we have both agreed to do.
As I have said many times, I am part of you and you are part of me. Somewhere within every human being there is that light, that you humans have to decide everyday whether you will work with or not, or if you will let the darkness within control your life. I was with you last night when you awoke from knockings in your house, as you searched the house you did not find anything. You went out into the garden to see if something was going on out there. When you checked outside everything was intact.
As you looked up into the sky you were able to see the stars and the universe shining so brightly. That is when you realised that something had changed within you. These past years have offered some difficult challenges, and sometimes you have felt as if you were in the midst of a storm, but as you looked up into the sky you received my message: “I am still with you.”
These last years the wind of change has been necessary, and you realised that this morning as you meditated. I have another purpose with our meetings now; to inspire you with your new mission, Ascala News, because it is something that is very important for us in spirit. As we have our daily meetings we will take little steps to develop it so that our voice will become stronger and stronger.