Before the Life between Lives experience I had with Rita Borenstein I always took my own personal development very seriously, but after that session my mind keeps offering me new realisations that I have not had before, for instance how I have carried mind-sets from previous lifetimes. To all intents and purposes this has been liberating for me. As those realisations floated up in my consciousness I begun to realise the pain, the disappointment and fear that I had carried through to this life time.
In the first incarnation experience from my life in Germany I was carrying papers that I believe was about research. As far back as I can remember I have always been interested in the mind and how it works. What is the supra natural? What happens in the part of the brain that scientist tells us we hardly use? As a 22 year old my life was nipped in the bud in that incarnation, which now makes sense, in this lifetime my journey continued at the age of 22, when I had my first sitting with a medium. The same medium told me many years ago that I would be involved in research and that has come to pass, and with research and the mind I am driven.
The second incarnation that I experienced with Rita, again we returned to Germany. I found myself to be the member of a family and a regime that did not offer anybody a choice. In this life time I am creative and I want to explore, I want to pioneer. I have a feeling within me that I cannot waste time, I have to accomplish as much as I can. If I am in a situation that gives me the feeling of imprisonment it is a great difficulty for me.
A part from being a pioneer I need to create. The way in which I use my creativity helps people get in touch with their creativity so that they can find freedom within themselves. I remember the day when I tried to decide what name to give my company. The word creative came up over and over again. I played with two different names: creative visions or creative experiences. The titles go together I now realise. A creative experience is the first step in creating the vision for the individual’s future: Who are we? What are our dreams?
When we get in touch with our natural creativity that is when we begin to find a pathway to the future. That brings me to the third experience that I had with Rita, when they showed me a picture of the particular model I am working with (that came from China) and how it works with its frequencies. Each one of us has this model within our minds, it is something we were born with.
They showed me how this model is part of the universal intelligence. That is my belief and that was my experience. All I know is that it is right for me. Being taken into the future inspired me even more. As these realisations floated up into my mind, it was as if I gained control over my fear and my resistance. This unconscious fear no longer have control over me, as it did before the meeting with Rita.
Where does this take me now? It has brought me in touch with other aspects of my life experience that I would like to share with those who seek the same things, freedom, self-expression, creativity and so on. I am now planning to have a series of interactive lectures here at Gamla Byskolan. To share with you the experiences and knowledge that I have gained from this lifetime and past lifetimes. Hopefully it will be of help and inspiration to those that have a similar pathway to walk, to discover their natural intelligence and have the freedom to follow it.
Meeting Rita started a whole new process within me. It has given my life new strength, new meaning and hopefully a new direction. I will keep you posted.