I have been through a very intense process of change. They come from time to time and it is not something we can resist. It has almost been like knowing that I have to walk in a certain direction, without knowing where it will take me, or what will manifest when the process is over. The spirit world has spoken to me a lot about change. My impatience or need to understand have sometimes confused the issue. However, I have noticed in the last two months how the result of this change is just popping up, showing itself spontaneously. Suddenly opportunities and offers are coming that I not only find challenging, but interesting. On an emotional level I feel stronger and more at peace. I am even daring to think more outside of the box, and in so doing spirit are helping me realise potential and resource that I hitherto have not recognised.
As I have looked behind me, I have seen the shadows of the past quickly fading. One could almost say that the light that is now before me is obscuring the shadows, and as I cross the bridge and goes toward meeting a new phase I now realise that it means a completely new beginning. What has happened to me, I ask. I am seeing family and friends in a different light. Simultaneously I am realising that I have also gained a new understanding of spirit and my relationship to them. At times I understand them better than ever, and I am learning to navigate their world in a different way. The interesting thing is that people around me are also beginning to respond to me in a completely different manner.
“The process of change always brings new opportunities, a new life and a new way of seeing and feeling.
On a private level new doors have opened. It is almost as if this process has reached fruition over these last few years. There was a point to it all, the obstacles that at the time, seemingly, just stood in my way. But without them I would not have had to stop and think. In hindsight I can see that many of those obstacles were created by my own mind-set that could have prevented the change that was necessary to move forward.
Now the desert within me once again blooms. Without the monsoon, when skies are grey and the rain falls, the ground would have become arid and no longer fertile. Now I see so many new possibilities. Hopefully my vision of life a head and of myself has expanded.
The process of change always brings new opportunities, a new life and a new way of seeing and feeling. Within my mind and my heart I have found a new place, a place where I can quietly retreat from the world when it is necessary. I am not so afraid of coming out from my cave and just accept it as it is. I am happy and I am realising more and more that there are new things all around me offering me new bounty. It is almost as if I can hear a voice saying: These things we offer is what you worked for.
By the way, change is also where I have to become a pioneer, without that spirit or attitude I would stop walking into the unknown. My pioneering spirit is an integral part of me. And remember; when you pioneer maybe you have to take ten pathways before you choose the right one.
What positive and beautiful things has change offered you as you have come out of your wilderness?