As a medium I can sometimes open up spontaneously. I remember a time quite a few years ago when I was at ICA Maxi Eurostop in Örebro. It was Saturday morning so the store was quite crowded. As I searched for the things I had on my shopping list, I suddenly felt mentally as if I had been hit by a tsunami. The feeling almost overpowered me. Thankfully I recognised I had spontaneously opened up. In so doing I was receiving the frequency that was created by the dynamic of everybody shopping in that store. I managed to close myself down not to feel all those frequencies.
What many people do not realise is that we as individuals are constantly sending out unconscious feelings. It can be a myriad of different feelings, happiness, sadness, anger or sorrow etcetera. When this happened to me before I developed as a medium and learnt about these frequencies I could not understand at the time why my mood suddenly changed from positive to negative.
This must happened to many sensitive people that do not understand what is happening. It can be very confusing at times when this kind of emotional phenomenon occurs. If I feel sorry for someone that can also open me up for the person’s feelings and without realising it I can carry them home.
I remember once I was invited to dinner. As soon as I walked into that house I did not feel comfortable, I just wanted to leave the house as quickly as possible. The feeling in the house took me to the limit of my endurance. Where did this feeling come from? Later on I understood that I was picking it up from the memory of the house. At that time in my life I was quite open, because I took some very strong antibiotics, so at times I found it difficult to close myself down. In that house there were some people that were very unhappy and sad. I could feel their chaos.
I was met with the same situation when I was in hospital after major surgery. The drugs made it very difficult for me to close down. I suddenly realised that I had spirit people visiting my room. They could sense that I was open. Many of those spirits I saw wondering through that hospital, when they had passed over they had not really been able to leave. One of the reasons for that was they got stuck in how they felt and could not move on. I cannot prove that the strong medicine prevented me from closing down properly, but that is the only answer I can come up with.
If you are an open person that have not learned to close down, then you are like a sponge for energy coming from people that you come into contact with. Think about what I am writing. How many of you have had similar experiences?
I can quite often pick up feelings from someone that live in another part of the world. The frequencies we send out unconsciously other people will pick up, no matter how hard you try to hide what you feel.
After working with psychic investigation over many years I have realised that when we pick up these kind of energies much of the time there are no spirit around. It is just people transmitting information about who they are and what they feel. So next time something like this happens to you, perhaps you will remember this. If you find that you are open go to someone who can teach you to close down. Ask yourself, am I open? Do I need to learn how to close down to these feelings to protect myself? I use the MM, which has proved to be an effective tool for many years, but there are many other tools to achieve the same thing. To close down is a way of protecting yourself from the unwanted feelings you do not want to receive.