From time to time Ascala will come and inform me that it is time for us to work on something new, which normally means that he wants to take me forward on my own personal development and expand my thinking in readiness to explore new possibilities. That is to, not just work with my own spiritual development, but to learn how to use my gifts to, for instance, connect spirituality with science.
With my logic of course I want facts: Can it be proved? Does it work? Many times during my journey I have also wanted to go quicker than I have been emotionally ready to handle, but Ascala then has come and told me straight: No, not yet, you are not ready, you have to let me guide you and show you how to use that new tool. In fact, I hear him speaking now as I write this:
How many times have we had this conversation? Fact can only be proven when it works for you. In this case a fact can only be proven based on the effect it has on a person. Terry, when I teach you things and show you how to use them, you do it. You take the risk and used the information when working with people on your courses etcetera. You have given answers from me and developed your tools. The only way that was possible was by practicing them. When you develop the tools within your mind you take the risk to use them – and you do not know how good they are until you have to trust them. You have also learnt to work much closer to me.
When you did the experiments in China, we took you to another part of your mind that you did not know how it worked. What you learned from that research, regarding how frequencies work along with what we send you, you then dared starting to use. Later on, when you had your research groups where you practiced what you had learnt, you could draw the conclusion that the frequencies sent through us actually helped people.
The work you have done has affected many people and you have seen the result of that work. In a way I can say that the development down through the years has been a mission where you have discovered many aspects of yourself. On the frequency programme developed by you together with us, you use the frequencies as a tool. When we send the frequencies through you, you have discovered that it has an effect, and as you allow yourself to be used as a channel you are working in a much cleaner way.
You have discovered many different models and sometimes they become obsolete. Your work with mediumship is an ongoing process and from time to we have to upgrade your thinking. You experience that through the realisations that come to you. However, none of it would happen if you were not open enough to cooperate with us and trusted that what we are introducing is right for you.
When you have done house investigations you have given information that could not be confirmed until they checked historical archives, and much of the time they were able to prove that what you had given was correct. That is what you do, you mediums, you give information, but it is not until you dare to give it that you know whether it is fact of fiction. We are pleased to see that your mind is always open to receive new ideas and feelings, even though your logic would prefer to have confirmation that it will work before you commit to it.
Do you dare trust the higher intelligence to guide you towards change? New tools or ideas? A new direction?