With the help of Ascala my guide I have never been allowed to become complacent as a medium or in my connection with the Ascala intelligence. He has been very successful in coordinating my spiritual and personal development and synchronized them with my medium development. He has always stressed that they must be synchronized in order to achieve its purpose. I believe that my mediumship has developed over the years, but the amazing thing is that every time I have felt I am there, I have in fact just reached a crossroads and that is when Ascala has stepped in and said: You are now ready to go to the next step in your development.
Every time it is time for the next step he does not tell me exactly how to do it. What he does do, what he is very good at, is telling me it is time for us to explore new dimensions, so that I can see and discover new tools that will assist me in my development. Of course each time I meet these cross roads I have to realise for myself what it is. He gives me ideas and insights. As this inspiration comes into my mind it starts a new process that I also have to work on. This process can take a little time. In order to achieve its purpose I have to allow my mind to absorb the different types of information that he gives me so that it can be coordinated.
When the process is finished an unexpected opportunity comes my way, without me having to search for it. When the opportunity that feels right comes to me I have to take it to be able to begin the next phase. I have to take that risk, which I have had to do many times. Practicing this has brought me closer to Ascala and my life’s purpose.
Spiritual development or personal development is never static. If we allow it to be it becomes stagnant. Sometimes it can feel as if things have come to a halt and I think: Where is he? What is happening? In point of fact all Ascala has done is stepped back and slowed me down to give me time to catch up with him and synchronise with him. That is what he has been doing with me for the last three years.
What does that entail? Within me there is a period of self-examination and then I start realising the things that I am ready to let go of, pass on to someone else or just leave behind. As I leave behind an old way of doing something my mind is open enough to realise I want to do new things, I want to continue exploring and accepting new challenges. It can be a little bit of a scary time.
Each time my development as a medium takes a new direction, as I walk that road with an open mind, my consciousness expands. For example how I saw mediumship when I started at the age of 22 is something quite different to the picture I have now. I have also been able to cast aside old tools that no longer work for me and develop new tools.
One thing Ascala has taught me is that he can only work through me if I am open and receptive to new possibilities. If I had not stepped up and accepted when a new era in my work is about to begin the Ascala intelligence would not have been able to take me any further. That intelligence has played a great part in discovering who I am and what my natural purpose in this lifetime is. The journey as enable me to realise potential I never knew I had, and that is what is so exciting about these different stages in my development. This means I am now ready to share things about myself and my experiences that I was never ready to do before.
I will be writing articles I about these insights here in Ascala News. I do not know where it will take us, but my wish is it will have the same effect as my blog has had, where I have shared my thougths and feelings with countless many.