What is “love and light” that the mediums and the healers, the spiritual people talk about? I am confused. In the very beginning when I started my journey as a medium I met the light with the people who encouraged me, supported me and taught me. I became part of the light when spirit began to use me as a channel. During my journey, up until this day, I have met wonderful people that have stepped out of the light and offered a hand of friendship and love, they are countless. They were just there at the right time, when I needed a helping hand to take my next step. This is what light is for me.
Then there were those who came out of their darkness, they were jealous, they would talk behind my back, criticize me and what surprised me of all, many of them did not have the courage to come and talk to me and the majority had never met me. I have wondered many times why people who are working for the light behave in such a self-destructive manner. I met with that kind of reaction the very first time I stood and gave a clairvoyant demonstration. There were not many there, but the negative reaction showed clearly with some.
“When are we going to grow up and stop trashing one another to make ourselves look even better?
Over the years I have witnessed how organizations/individuals working for spirit sometimes act towards one another. They have the same aim, to promote spirit, but also their own ideology. How many times have I not seen these different organizations going into conflict with one another? Each organization has its infighting, disputes or disagreements. This is what I call the darkness of us that work for spirit. Yes we all have our different opinions on how everything should be; we all have our different ways of working or believing. That is our human right. However, why do we get stuck in this thinking that the way we do things or the way we work is the best way. We slander or criticize those who do not follow our rules – rules that we make for ourselves. For those who operate on this level they might be a good healer or medium, but it certainly does not make them spiritual people. What has happened to the light within us and the love that we talk of then? When are we going to grow up and stop trashing one another to make ourselves look even better?
With the advent of internet and the freedom that it offers. It would seem that anything goes out there in cyberspace. For those mediums and healers that use the internet to slander and humiliate others. What is your purpose? Is it not time to examine your purpose?
We may be good healers, good mediums and teachers within these things, but that alone certainly does not make us spiritual people. I am a firm believer that being a medium or teacher does not make me a spiritual person. Yes, I make my mistakes, I do not get everything right, but the only thing that can rescue me is for me being able to be honest with myself and act upon it.
“What must our sprit counterparts think when they look down on us and see the way in which we behave?
For those who play the game of wanting to make themselves bigger by humiliating others and projecting on to others, it will only come back and bite them in the rump. As one well known sceptic once said: “We do not have to do much to destroy the reputation of mediums and healers, there are those amongst you who do the job for us by the use of slander”, and he is right.
For me, the more I have faced my darkness I have found my light, but I am certainly not “there” yet, but one thing I can live with, is that I do not become part of the mudslinging contest on internet or in my work or behind closed doors. I have never gone out on the internet to criticize anyone. If I have something to say I prefer to say it directly to the person in question.
What must our sprit counterparts think when they look down on us and see the way in which we behave? They must be so concerned, as I am regarding the way we treat one another. Is it not time that we stepped out of the sandbox and learned to grow up.