This text is a very important, because it is about healing. In all the years that I have been giving spiritual healing, I have given healing to quite a few people that have cancer. It is not for me to decide what the healing will offer them; it is never my job to decide whether the client will get better or not. In that area I am completely without opinions, I am not a doctor, just a neutral link. The frequencies sent through me, can bring balance of mind and put the recipient in a more positive frame of mind with each consultation. It offers them emotional support, helps the person develop an attitude of acceptance and in some cases decreases fear of passing.
When I give healing to people with cancer or to those who find themselves in dire circumstances because of some other critical condition I do not charge money. I have myself been the subject of cancer a couple of times. When it returned for the second time some years ago, without the healing that many people sent to me, I do not think that the outcome would have been as positive. I began to develop an attitude of acceptance and kept away from the trap of becoming a victim. What was meant to be would be. The positive attitude I was able to develop gave me a clear perspective. It put me into some kind of balance when I could accept what was happening to me and it also enabled me to take one day at a time. I do believe, because I did not go into a negative frame of mind, it enabled me to have a fairly even attitude to what was happening and in so doing I did not fall into that dark abyss of fear. That was because of the healing I received from many people at that time, the support that I received was incredible.
I can share one thing with you, I was discharged from hospital after the surgery, the day after I got quite a severe infection and had to go back to hospital. The doctors told me that they would give me an x-ray. I kept healing a voice saying: “Do not leave your body.” The voice kept repeating the same words as I was taken from the ward and as I entered the scanner. Lying there I saw six white figures and when I looked up there was the tunnel, and then I saw a dove, which is the symbol of spirit. I knew that if I chose the tunnel I would pass. I said to myself: “I cannot pass, my mission is not yet completed in this incarnation.” I had to have this realisation; it was not because I wanted to leave, but I was exhausted, physically and mentally. It took a couple of days to completely understand, but I realised that it was not my time yet.
The biggest purpose for the healing was to give me hope, clarity and perspective. I received thousands of well wishes and lots of healing. I would like to thank you all again, who supported me in that way. Without all that help and the healing you sent I would not have been aware to receive that message from spirit, and I would not have understood it. When I saw the surgeon a few days after he said: “Your recovery is remarkable!”, he was taken aback by it, because my levels were so good.
I just wanted to share this with you, in many respects this is a sacred memory, but perhaps this can give you some hope and a feeling of purpose? When those six white figures were on either side of me, I knew I was not alone. The feeling of fear and uncertainty just disappeared. As I write this Ascala is with me, because the biggest miracle someone can have in their life is when they decide to help themselves in a positive way.
Where there is healing there is love, to truly give healing one’s ego really has to step back and allow they higher intelligence to do its job. If someone tells you they can fix all of your problems, whether it be a medium or a healer, that is not true. I would not believe such a person for one moment. In my work as a medium and teacher I have strived to teach people to take care of themselves, to take responsibility for their own lives. You cannot help anyone that does not want to play a part in helping themselves.
As I finish this article off, I see Ascala walking away with his lantern and he begins to climb a mountain. He says:
– You are not the only one I work with, I work with many others, but I show myself to each individual in a way they can accept. I have many different faces; but my soul and my heart give the same to everybody I come into contact with.