Many people come to me and ask what they are meant to do with their lives. The answer to that is already within us, within the archives of our memory. Some unconscious and some conscious.
So many times when I have had a dream, and an opportunity have come to make that dream a reality in my life, I have had to take a risk with these thoughts have been echoing in my mind: Is this my fantasy? Is it my ego? What if I am wrong? But I have discovered that my soul in connection with Ascala is a very good combination. When I take that risk I allow myself to be taken into a place of the unknown. It can be scary, but it is very important for me to learn how to work with that uncertainty.
When I take those risks and trust the higher intelligence of the spirit world, they are able to guide me towards what I am meant to be. Then I can have periods where I put up resistance and that can come to the fore of me being a little stubborn or stuck in an old mindset. But I have learned to stay in that wilderness of my mind. When I do the resistance begins to dissolve and my mind opens. I begin to feel calmer and stronger, able to meet the challenge ahead.
It is not an easy task to move away from our comfort zone, but if we do not dare make that journey the soul’s intelligence will never be able to connect with us. Making this journey, trusting the voice of my soul, I become stronger, develop and change. What was seemingly an impossible task is no longer impossible. The amazing thing is, when my soul and the spirit intelligence harmonises the fear and uncertainty just dissipates. My souls voice become stronger and then I have the possibility to say to those shadows of a doubt: “I am aware of your presence, but you will not have the control.” It is not always an easy task to meet your uncertainty, but it brings you closer to what you really are and what you are meant to do.
There have been times when I have said to Ascala: “Where are you!?” It seems as if he has stepped back, but he has not really deserted me. It is important for me to meet those uncertain feelings and overcome them, if you do not it is almost impossible to cross the bridge into a new era for your souls’ journey. The spirit intelligence has presented me with many challenges and they have opened up doors that have taken me into amazing places within me and within the spirit world.
To create this harmony we must trust. The world within us, the knowledge that we brought with us to this incarnation is endless. That knowledge goes on to infinity. In many respects that is why many people have this feeling of not belonging to this lifetime, but it is not about fitting in to somebody else’s truth, it is about finding our own reality and purpose. I can remember when I was younger and tried to fit in to everybody else’s truth, it was impossible. I do not think I can every change and “fit in”. I just want to be Terry and I want my life to be meaningful and purposeful.
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