I have always been a person who needs change, I guess it is the gypsy within me. With this change coming up, moving and so on, I find myself really enjoying the thought of it. I am ready to say farewell and embrace change. Where will it take me? I do not know. I just know I need to follow this feeling. It is a special feeling when something appears to be right.
The last fifteen years have been amazing, but I am now excited to see what the future brings. My feeling is that spirit is now preparing me to embark upon another journey, doing different things. Sometimes for change to take the right direction you just have to go with the feeling, as when I was working with Det okända. I liked it and it was seemingly successful, but I reached a point when I felt that I needed to move on, with an open mind and an open heart. However, it is not an easy thing to do.
Once again, I find myself at another crossroad of life, and I feel it is a journey that I have to make. I cannot stay safe, but stuck at a crossroads for the rest of my life. Some would call it a leap of faith, but fact is you never know how change is going to be exactly. It can give you glimpses, but sometimes how we want things will not come to pass, because sometimes it can only come from our own creativity.
Sometimes when we want to accept change, we get locked in this confusion and doubt instead and everything becomes stagnant. I do not like to be in that situation, it is important to know when the wind of change is blowing in your direction. Spirit knows. Some years back they said: “We are going to lift the burden of work from your shoulders” and now the load has been lightened. It gives me time and energy to discover new things.
As I write this, I suddenly see the image of my father, who was a traveller and loved horses. Part of his tools was a horse and a cart. Then he whispers in my ear: “It is time to load up your waggon and move forward.” Whenever he is around it is to give me some encouragement and a hint. When he comes it is always with a message of importance.
I am ready to go with the flow and see what comes up. To some degree or another it is also a time for rest and recuperation, but in moving on I know that I will receive new stimulus and new ideas.
Where are you in your journey? Are you stagnating or moving forward? I would like to hear from you, because your comments can help me and others. Keep in touch in spite of all the change that seem to be forthcoming.