There is a part of me that is ambitious. I want to do a good job, learn new things and move forward. Over the years I have learned that spirit will send me challenges when I am ready.
Many mediums try to learn and achieve very quickly, thus missing out on very important aspects. I remember when I started my journey as a medium, everything seemed to happen spontaneously. I had a very demanding job, but synchronicity always seemed to play its part. I am still not always sure how it works, but it is a magic that I am learning more about day by day. This intelligence knows what my purpose in life is.
When I was young a lot of people tried to push me into doing things that I was not quite ready to do, and sometimes I succumbed to their demands. I did not listen to myself or spirit. This did not do me any good, but it is very easy falling into a trap trying to live according to the demands of others.
People ask me why I am successful; it is because I have realised that this collaboration with spirit works. I trust them and they know I will listen to them. Spirit knows when I am ready and it is fantastic. This has prevented me from wasting a lot of time, and a bonus is that I get the opportunity to face my fears and inadequacies.
Since I moved to Vänersborg I am beginning to relax, my workload is not as huge as it was before. Sometimes I hear the voice of ambition. “You cannot just sit here Terry!” When I hear this nagging voice in my mind, I have to put on the break not to let my ambitions get in the way of the plans of spirit.
Whatever my work is there is always a lot of demands on results, and that can of course be stressful, but I know I cannot please everyone all of the time. If I could I would not need to live in this life any longer.
Wherever you are in your life, make sure you are not trying to live up to other people’s expectations. The only promise I can make is to have a good connection with myself and spirit, that gives me the room to achieve. I endeavour to listen to spirit and just give what I receive to the recipient – Not what the client demands or wishes to hear.
When people come to me with a long list of questions, I politely ask them to put them to one side. It is not my job to try and answer them. I let spirit decide what they wish to answer, that makes it more magical for both spirit and recipient.
Whatever work you are doing, allow spirit to use the power of synchronicity to guide you. When I have questions, I send it out to spirit and then the answers come spontaneously, often through self-realisation. Try it! It works pretty well.
And, next time you go to a medium, try to have an open mind and you will possibly receive an unexpected answer.